与离愁相忘于江湖

迫不及待地冲进水房, 撞开水龙头, 哗的一下, 冰凉的水喷了出来. 水花溅到胸口, 激得我一个寒颤. 热气于是消散掉大半, 夏日午睡引起的粘稠感也在颤抖中消失了. 我就着水洗了个杏, 脆生生的咬下. 一股酸滞的气味从口腔散开, 我不由得毛骨悚然的又抖了抖. 身上的暑气这下算是暂时被逼退, 只等黄暗的天空真象预报说的那样掉下雨来, 便可以继续清凉的美梦.

六月里的阵雨本来是常见的, 阵雨前低沉的天色因为是降雨的前奏, 按心理学的说法, 应该让人感受到清凉舒适. 但是, 每年的六月, 每个校园里, 气氛都是凝重的, 低得几乎贴近行人头顶的天空, 只会渲染沉闷的气氛. 至于清凉, 因为这样低矮的云层预示着无法坐在草地上进行追思, 便不再有人能觉察到.

从毕业前夕到现在, 我积累了300篇网志. 在因为突如其来的抑郁而从BD搬走之后, 我一直有个想法, 想把这几年记得和遗忘掉的事情重温一遍, 打个包存在某处. 存在世界的某个地方, 某个硬盘上, 某个邪恶空间里. 然后把它们统统忘掉, 与蹉跎掉的日月相忘于江湖. 现在, 在这个离愁凝固了整个天空的下午, 我听着令人神伤的校园广播, 一片片的翻起那些回忆. 不知道为什么会突然想起他们来, 也许SUMMER带给我看的崭新的空间, 让我恍惚又想起不懂哀愁的日子.

在已经变得陌生的日志里, 我发现自己原来还写过这样的话.

…没有人纪念的往事,总是虚无,一丝踪影也寻不见。
那么,我还是趁着没有忘记的时候,用原来的心情把当时的事,记下来。就像泡一壶茶,经年之后再回味,别样香醇。

写这句话的时候我刚看完两遍智慧者所罗门王的《传道书》.现在想起来, 自己当时未必懂得这话里的意思, 即使现在看来, 也是有些幼稚, 有些滑稽. 不过, 因为这两句话, 我紧握鼠标的手短暂地松了一下, 这一秒之间, 心里某个地方更加柔软了.

27 Comments

  1. 三郎 says:

    相濡以沫,不如相忘于江湖。

  2. color says:

    “想把这几年记得和遗忘掉的事情重温一遍, 打个包存在某处. 存在世界的某个地方, 某个硬盘上, 某个邪恶空间里. 然后把它们统统忘掉, 与蹉跎掉的日月相忘于江湖. ”

    反复咂么几遍这句话。。就是喜欢

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